maybe ?!

maybe just once upon a time..

that i wont talk to you..

or else say something to you..

but i hope you guys dont think i'm bad..

or cold-blooded..

or maybe sometimes i'm clod-blooded..

but that's me right ?!

i know all of you are tired..

tired of your relationship..

tired of your study...

or your friends betray you..

i cant at you guys beside..

but i want you guys remember that..

i'm not caring you guyss..

if you guys want..

text me..

give me a call..

i will at your side...

dont keep thinking about the bad thing..

maybe we too long didnt meet..

and some awkward...

but try to talk more..

i think wont be like that right ?!

this what i want say :

''maybe sometimes i wont say out but i will do it''

Congratulation ?!

now i found a school...

the name SEGI !!!
and also waiting them inform me...

hope i can go..

so that waiting now..

worry-ing !!!
if cant go how ?!

still dont know...

just waiting...

but mum say...

if this school cant..

want me go taiwan !!!

should i go ?!

or else singapore...

but i wish that go singapore better..

cause i dont want go taiwan !!!

if this school can..

i will at here for one year..

then will at foriegn for 2 year..

so that you guys want say...

CONGRATULATION to me ?!

DONT KNOW..

sometimes i really miss you guyss..

want go school find you guys...

but i'm really not free !!

and also now i really angry of bibie..

yesterday i go see her blog..

that's too sudden !!

she say that at 23 of octorber..

she will leave !!

how can be like that...

we just meet for 3-4 times..

and now she told me that...

she wanna leave here..

she will delete her facebook account..

she will change her number..

ask us no need worry...

ask no need find her...

she will be fine..

i know she can..

but i dont know what can i say...

all of thing it's really too sudden !!
just only one month man !!

you want me how?!

can you think it..

in this year...

we just meet how many times..

i dont know what can i do...

in this one month...

maybe i dont want meet you guyss..

cause i dont know how talk to you...

maybe last time is our last meeting...

not just because of you...

have so many problem...

and i cant talk out...

i dont know...

DONT KNOW..

here i am..

long time didnt updated it..
recently keep think it this thinking that..
all of the thing are my collenge...
until now brother have help me find it...
but he is looking for KL there..
i think is cant go..
cause mum wont allow..
and now i'm waiting my church them help me find..
but until now didnt have any information..
if really got maybe this september i will start my course...
hope them faster help me find it..
and now some of the thing all are change...
dont know why ?!
maybe just because of person..
some of them become scary...
i dont know how communication with them..
maybe i really dont know how to communication..
so that now i'm enjoying...
one life..!! =]

Great job guyss!!

today i wake up the straight go church...
didnt have eat anything just drink water...
but until night still dont feel hungry..
but i also eat maggie mee in midnight!!
oh man!! sure will get fat again!!
aaa what ever!!
at tonight we just only got a few of second..
for change the cloth and prepare the next..
we all are tired man!
we are concentric to make it good..
sure got some mistake..
but we all already try our best...
so that we all are the best!!
pastor told us that..
‘If you are willing you will be able to’
good job guys!!
god bless night!! =]

Have a great night!!

tonight i go cell group..
with them and also talk to hui ting about something..
at there we eat and have a fun at there..
thank god for giving me a great night..
at saturday night we still have performes..
i think that also will be a fun night!!
and also all of us will be very busy..
excited!! now very tired..
later will early sleep and tomorrow..
still need early wake up..
what ever God bles...

永远不能代替的位置..=]

永远不能代替的位置是他
他是我真正喜欢过的人
到现在应该有4年多了
可是有时候还是会想起他
他是一个在读书时期很帅的一个人
以前很笨常常想知道他的名字
现在想想也觉得很好笑...
跟过几个朋友说我喜欢他...
可是那个时候不是真正喜欢...
但是随着时间慢慢发现这个人
很笨读书不是很好但是还算可以
慢慢的知道他是嗜好
试着去了解这个人
也跟他聊过但是没有正面说过话
因为不敢真就是喜欢人的征象
跟他聊过后才知道原来
他是个这么平凡的人
当考试时彼此加油
不开心时跟对方诉苦
虽然没有很多次
但是我还记得一清二楚
到了他毕业了也没再联络
毕业了之后听说他变得很丑
看了照片才知道原来他变成这样
但是我还是觉得他还是以前的他
就算外表变了内心还是那个他
朋友问我你是不是眼睛瞎了
居然会喜欢这样的人
当时我只是笑笑
我很后悔但是我没有跟那个说
我喜欢的是他的内心而不是外表
虽然现在没有喜欢了
但是如果你们再问我
我还是会这样回答你们
像今年他的生日
我是第二个跟他说生日快乐的人
他也回答我说谢谢你哈哈哈
直到现在那份感觉我都不会忘记
曾经有人问我说
如果有机会的话你会跟他在一起吗
我回答说不会
他说为什么你那么喜欢他
我说因为喜欢不一定要在一起
现在只希望你跟你的女朋友能够好好相处
但是你在我心目中的永远不会变
到死我都会好好地守住...Peace V