永远不能代替的位置..=]

永远不能代替的位置是他
他是我真正喜欢过的人
到现在应该有4年多了
可是有时候还是会想起他
他是一个在读书时期很帅的一个人
以前很笨常常想知道他的名字
现在想想也觉得很好笑...
跟过几个朋友说我喜欢他...
可是那个时候不是真正喜欢...
但是随着时间慢慢发现这个人
很笨读书不是很好但是还算可以
慢慢的知道他是嗜好
试着去了解这个人
也跟他聊过但是没有正面说过话
因为不敢真就是喜欢人的征象
跟他聊过后才知道原来
他是个这么平凡的人
当考试时彼此加油
不开心时跟对方诉苦
虽然没有很多次
但是我还记得一清二楚
到了他毕业了也没再联络
毕业了之后听说他变得很丑
看了照片才知道原来他变成这样
但是我还是觉得他还是以前的他
就算外表变了内心还是那个他
朋友问我你是不是眼睛瞎了
居然会喜欢这样的人
当时我只是笑笑
我很后悔但是我没有跟那个说
我喜欢的是他的内心而不是外表
虽然现在没有喜欢了
但是如果你们再问我
我还是会这样回答你们
像今年他的生日
我是第二个跟他说生日快乐的人
他也回答我说谢谢你哈哈哈
直到现在那份感觉我都不会忘记
曾经有人问我说
如果有机会的话你会跟他在一起吗
我回答说不会
他说为什么你那么喜欢他
我说因为喜欢不一定要在一起
现在只希望你跟你的女朋友能够好好相处
但是你在我心目中的永远不会变
到死我都会好好地守住...Peace V

dont try to force me!!!

if i want do i will do it..
dont try to force me...
dont think that you are elder...
then you can control me..
sorry!! i'm not the person..
understand?!
i really want leave here!!
i dont want stay at here anymore..
for me all of you just a rubbish!!!
damn man!! what the hell!!!
leave here!!!

我要被丢到外国了..

this few day i'm really busy!!!
so many thing want to do...
damn tired!!!
sudden mum say...
i want let you go out study...
see what you want to learn...
tell me...
i will help you find..
and you go KL or some where...
go there study...
one month...
i just give you RM 300..
i will help you find the house...
and i will pay the money...
what you want to eat...
find yourself...
if feel not enough..
go find work..
or i help you find..
and you finish your study...
GO WORK...
and i just answer her...
OK!!!
if you really want do that..
i'm OK..
so what you guys think it?!
will reluctant?!
hahah!! peace V

again and again

this tueday just finish my exam..
but now it's busy...
cause the first of july is starting...
and i should become very busy...
haizz...
gonna feel so weird..
at least my exam is finishing..
but the reslut dont know can see or not...
cause i learn one didnt have...
and i didnt learn one all have...
but i think that i can pass...
hope so..haha!
at this monday..
going school meet them...
i go there...
so many see me...
feel i'm the stranger..
make me so nervous...
but also feel sad...
cause we cant like last time...
we cant play study together...
hope we can have a time hang out agian..
joanne and bibie didnt meet tiok...
haizzz...already 2 month lo...
but i'm happy that...
have people say i'm slim ki aa...
hahahhaha!!!
dont know is real or not lar...
but now i'm so hungry!!!
but cant eat anything!!!
arghhh...ok...
tomorrow will be a busy day!!
fine!!!
i hope that i cant faster finish my work!!!
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